Musings

MUSINGS

The Sopranos

I started to watch The Sopranos again.  Actually, I had not really watched it when it first aired.  I was only 14 years old when it first came on.  And my parents did not have HBO.  I think we had HBO for a short duration as part of some promotion that was going on,...

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I will never learn…

I love too fast and too intensely sometimes. It is a fault, to some extent, I will concur. But I would rather have the people I love, know that they are loved, than not have them know at all. Life is too fucking short. You and I may not be here tomorrow because of...

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A year ago…

“You’re dangerous. You’ll never be in a good place. Even at your best, you’re still cutting, still depressed, still destroying your life, and other’s.  People in your life leave you because you destroy your life yourself.” At almost exactly a year ago, was the last...

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Revictimized in our Rape Culture

We are all appalled at the light sentencing Brock Turner was served by judge Aaron Persky. Most of us are hoping that karma comes back to serve real justice.  I used to believe in karma, or hope that someone who inflicted harm on me or someone I cared about would get...

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Commercials… my random thoughts while viewing.

Since I watch primarily HBO, Showtime, Netflix, and DVR my favorite cable television shows, I rarely catch commercials. The Pug/monkey/baby still freaks me out when I see it.  I remember it first appearing while watching the Super Bowl and going, “What the fuck was...

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South Park

One of my favorite episodes of South Park is on.  The boys start to build a ladder to heaven and then the Japanese start to build a ladder.  Then America decides to help the boys once they run out of materials.  And of course, America decides to bomb heaven because...

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Time Wasters

Stop wasting my time (or any model’s time) and yours I cam on two different sites:  MFC and Streamate.  I started on MFC which is actually considered a social media platform– a very liberal, X-rated social media platform that is.  There are a lot of freeloaders on...

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Fired from the Studio

I was late a couple days and then I asked for a day off because I had friends in town that I hadn’t seen in years.  So he took me completely off the schedule for the rest of the week and said to notify him an hour before a scheduled shift if I wanted to come in.  I...

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Vulnerability

He sleeps with his head on my chest.  My pussy recently filled with his cum.  He instantly fell asleep after he shut his eyes, his arm wrapped around my waist.  I wish I could fall asleep that quickly.  My thoughts have been pervaded by the burden of my financial debt...

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Fuck. I’m now a blogger.

The 140 character limit on Twitter does not suffice for what I have to write sometimes. And for someone who very rarely uses abbreviations, (besides lol, since I don’t think anyone would actually type out: laugh out loud) composing a blog post makes more sense. This...

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